I'm sorry for lurking your blogs. I'm having a hard time being encouraging right now. I am reading from time to time though, when I can.
Things suck right now. Plain and simple. Things suck.
I feel like I don't know what I'm doing or where my life is going.
I don't know if I can trust again.
I'm starting to feel a bitterness in my heart.
I feel like we're just playing house until the other shoe drops.
I can feel myself becoming hardened, trying to turn off the emotions. Just be emotionless for the time being.
Maybe it will hurt less that way.