Friday, January 18, 2008

scratch that.

So remember how I said everyone in my past always leaves me? And how that's a huge issue for me?

Yeah, still is.

I've been left again.

I can't talk about it.

My left hand is now bare, and my heart is now empty.

23 comments:

Hanlie said...

I can't believe it! I don't even know what to say. I feel like crying.

I am so sorry. This is just awful. We're here for you, honey!

Keep checking in, so we know you're ok!

((((Hugs))))

Krissie said...

I wish I could say something to help you. I am so sad!

Just remember: food WILL NOT make you feel better, just give you eating remorse. What will make you feel better is continuing to take care of yourself. It will remind you that you deserve it.

Let us know how you are and if there is anything we can do for you! I wish I could drive to Illinois and give you a hug!

Lynn said...

OMG, I'm SO sorry Teale. My heart dropped when I read this post.

All us girlies in blogland are here for you, please get everything out if you need to.

*hugs*

Kathy said...

I'm so sorry, Teale. That is so painful and I'm sure we all wish we could do just anything to make it better. I could knit a VooDoo Doll and start sticking things in appropriate...or should that be inappropriate...places. Just say the word!

Lauren said...

I'm so sorry. If you need to talk, we are here. I am here.

Felicia said...

I am so sorry to read this. Please know we are all here for you when you need us.

Hang in there!!

Super BIG (((HUGS)) to you!

Chubby Chick said...

Teale, I am SO sorry to hear this! Hang in there, girl! Take care of yourself!

This changes circumstances in your life. This does NOT change WHO you are. And WHO you are is a wonderful, beautiful, intelligent, talented, and STRONG woman! I know this sounds cliche... but this will NOT break you. It will make you a stronger and better person than you have ever been in your entire life!

Please keep in touch with all of us and let us know how you are doing. We truly, truly care for you! I only wish that I lived nearby and I could come over and offer you a hug and moral support in person.

(((((Teale)))))

ExpressingNotStuffing said...

I am so sorry. I know that no words will take the pain away as this is something that will take time to heal. In your own time and in your own way.
You have a HUGE group of people supporting you who think you are beautiful inside and out.
Great big hugs!!!
Monica

Brittany said...

oh honey! i am so sorry! please keep us posted! we're all here if you need us. **hugs**

Lidian said...

Oh Teale I am SO SO sorry, I wish that I could do or say something to help, of course no one can really...I wish you were my real-life friend and I could just come over and listen or we could go out for a drink. Please please let us know how you are, I am sending you lots of (((((Hugs)))))

Trisaratops said...

Oh Teale, my heart is breaking for you. I feel sick - and I am sure that you feel 100 times worse. Please let me know what we can do. I agree with Chubby - this won't break you. Please take care of yourself. Grieve and get angry and cry and talk to whomever you feel safe talking to. Is it final final? I want to hug you and let you talk it out. I wish there was something I could say. Sending you strength... Sara

Scale Junkie said...

Oh Teale, I'm so sorry. My heart is just breaking for you. Please keep checking in with us so we know you are ok. Just know there are a lot of people out there who just adore you and would be giving you big hugs right now if they could. I'm sending big HUGS and strength your way. If you need me, please email me.

{{{Teale}}}

Twix said...

Oh dear God! I am so sorry this has happened. I am truly at a loss for words. This has brought me to tears! Please email me if you want to chat or just need someone to listen to you, I am a good listener. (((hugs)))

licktwix@gmail.com

EVA said...

my heart aches for you. i can't believe it. my husband and i almost called it off before the wedding...and i didn't think that i could feel so much pain...but we worked through it and have a wonderful strong marriage...things might work out after all...but if not, that just means it's because the love of your life is still out there.
please take care of yourself and don't do anything you'll regret. i know i don't know you but im really feeling for you. keep us posted.

Angie All The Way said...

Oh hun, I'm soo soo sorry. We are all here for you 24/7, so please don't hesitate to come here.

{{{*HUGS*}}}

FAT BRIDESMAID said...

Teale,
I wish I had some magic advice to offer, the kind that would make everything better in the blink of an eye. You're strong enough to get through this, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. Whatever you're thinking or feeling, know that there are dozens of us keeping you in our thoughts and prayers, ready to offer an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on. We're here -- and will be whenever you're ready to talk about it.

Grumpy Chair said...

Hang in there.

Lyn said...

I am SO very sorry to read this Teale! Sending you big hugs. We care about you!

The Cakehole said...

We're all here for you if you feel the need to talk

Holly said...

Oh Teale!! I'm so sorry. I've only been reading your blog for a week or so but already feel like I know ya. You are strong, you will get through this. There are many people out there that care about you and are sending you super *hug* vibes tonight!!

janey said...

SO sorry lovely.
Thinking of you. xxx
((((((HUGS))))))

Chubby Chick said...

Teale... I'm just stopping by this morning to let you know that I've been thinking of you and sending best wishes your way. Hang in there. Let us know how you are doing when you feel up to it.

(((((Teale)))))

EVA said...

Hi Teale. I just wanted to let you know that we're all still thinking about you. So many people have mentioned you in their blogs since your last post. I hope you know how many lives you've touched just through your blog.